Posted by Anonymous on 2015/09/23 under Uncategorized I feel really depressed lately. I feel like I don’t belong in this world. I don’t mean I want to commit suicide, just that I don’t have a place. I know that a lot of people care about me. I have a really big group of people who care about me, unlike a lot of depressed people. But I sometimes wish they didn’t. I don’t think that I am worth their care. I don’t have many good qualities. I am known to be smart, but I am not that smart compared to other people in my college, and even though I am pretty good at book smart stuff, I don’t think I have the drive and passion to do anything good in my life. That is why I don’t think I am worthy of the love and admiration of those around me. I wish that they hated me so I didn’t have to let them down all of the time. Wherever I go I seem to make things worse for everybody. Sometimes I make people happy, but I know that I will ultimately let them down one day. I feel like my one good quality is rapidly deteriorating, and then I will only be a waste of space; I am so close to that already. I wish that I could be dead, but I would never want to hurt those that love me. I don’t know what to do. The world would be better off if I did not exist.
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Nah,it would not be.its your mind playing tricks on you,you are not suppose to be a character from a tv show or something you are deserving love as you are right now and people around you are proof.When you have thoughts like that relax and try not to dwell i em and wait for it to pass so you can again see love that is given to you,love that you deserve